The look...

In the name of Allah,

Yesterday, i had my SOCA exam...N alhamdullilah,praise to Him as he give me the best time, the best day, and what is the best thing was he gave me the 'peace'... something that i can't find in my Soca book or from my friends...anyone but Him...alhamdulillah coz He gave me my easiest way...

Sincerely, i dun't know what i feel when i've been said that 'you're pass'...I'm not overjoyed my result but it's more to relieve...At that time i think, am i not grateful enough passing my test despite others that got to repeat it for the second time? Having the same hardness or maybe twice?? And seriously this effect me...

"Manusia tidak jemu memohon kebaikan, dan jika mereka ditimpa malapetaka dia menjadi putus asa lagi putus harapan. Dan jika Kami merasakan kepadanya sesuatu rahmat dari Kami sesudah dia ditimpa kesusahan, pastilah dia berkata: "Ini adalah hakku,...."
(41:49-50)

Nau'zubillah...

To my friend out there, being failed in Soca is not the end... U'll still alive right?? i know it's harsh to say that,but that's the truth... A champion is someone who gets up even when they can't..u'll still got time to repent the mistake...

Akirametakunai
Donna toki demo hora egao de ireba
Angai umaku iku ashita wa ii otenki

Do not give up
No matter how tough it is, if you smile
Unexpectedly good things come, and tomorrow will be fine.

..................

The look...

Actually i've thinking this for the past few weeks... What r we looking for,searching for??? N according things that happened to me these past few weeks, we are looking for 'the look'... Maybe not many notice this, along this life we will be facing with so many 'looks'. what is 'the look'??? the better word is the perception...we will always trying to give people a good perception towards us... weather it's family, relatives, friends, lecturer and people that come across us even we didn't know them...

being a child, we always try the best for our family
being a relative, we will always try to give the best for our family's sake
being a friend, we surely have the tendency to be the best for them, in joy and sorrow
being a student, we will stayed up studying for our Soca so that there's no lacking here and there in our exam
being a doctor, a neighbor, and so on...
we will always look for 'the look'....

but, sometimes we forget the 'pandangan itu selalu menipu'... we can see them outside but not in the inside....then, we made assumtion based on what we've got...isn't we are too cruel judging only from the outside...yes, we are cruel...

N being a friend,am i not reliable enough or be trust enough?? N if u think the truth will affect me, guess u hv to learn to know me better...

That's why Islam teach us to husnu-zhon,tabayyun, berlapang dada and so on...N i admit, it is easy to say...To build the matinul-khuluq (akhlaq yg mantap) is not easy, but it's not impossible coz we have Rasulullah^^... This ramadhan where there's no satans around us, try to build these in ourselves... Life is once, use it wisely...

One look that we forget is, the Allah's look...We muslims know that he watch us 24/7 but practically we didn't try our best to gave him the best perception towards us... Can u imagine having Soca 24/7??? N u still do nothing...What will be the result???

'Dijadikan indah pada pandangan manusia kecintaan kepada apa-apa yang diingini, yaitu: wanita-wanita, anak-anak, harta yang banyak dari jenis emas, perak, kuda pilihan, binatang-binatang ternak dan sawah ladang. Itulah kesenangan hidup di dunia, dan di sisi Allah-lah tempat kembali yang baik (surga)'
(3:14)

Once we target His 'look', insyaAllah we will pass the others' 'look'... These also is the reminder for myself...because i'm a human....

N today, i guess if there's the most late person on this world that know a news, that will be me... Today, i knew that my sis is pregnant but the shocking thing is the baby is 5months already in her tummy... speechless..akira shock!!!
She thought that my mom already told me n my mom thought vice versa... Is Indonesia to0 far from u??hee....wanna find that preggy mama's blouse later^^

Seriously,i can't believe this....this is soooo fast for me... seeing her for years w/out any male friends, then in 6months know him(that abg ipar), getting married and the next 3 months is already pregnent...waaa....life is sooooo fast.... Semoga Allah sentiasa merahmati kaklong^^ do pick my name for ur baby...(or named her camilia..heee....)

2 days to fly bac to M'sia... Anyway, happy eid mubarak to all...^^

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manohara VS gaza

Konbanwa...

Yesterday,me attending my bday batch..there's many things that i've to learn to know them^^it was a fun evening..me didn't regret went there,still there's thing that i personally can't accept...Q&K may is acceptable for others but not for me, since there's no need to do such things..however, me is nobody n nobody is perfect..(so, i'm perfect??hehe..) omedetou to my batchmates^^

that night, my watching a late-night movie..'The boy in a striped pyjamas'..a tragic story,luv it^^n today, friends n me spend our morning at Monas..hap-pi..from there, we went to KLV,this is my 2nd time went there..huhu..as we all know, a 17 years old girl named Manohara is sooo femes nowadays,at KLV me watched a conversation between this femes girl with 'the sultan' representative...she's just like Rosalinda^^

if i was indonesian or some malaysian is REALLY being treated like that,i also will mad to those who did it..but,we dun know truth, it's a silly thing bickering like that over the media since u can yell from indo n hear it from Msia.. why dun sitting in a same table n solve it profesionally??

For those who doing nothing but butting others problem, there's much more things to think about...manohara N gaza, which is more important??hedonism N zionism, which one is our priority?? Sometimes, simple things can lead to big prob..now, from my lecturer till a taxi driver knows Kelantan..such a great way to promote M'sia..hehe...joudan ne...

Anyway,i had a great day today^^how bout u?? Try to live out our life even it's not..rainbow will come after the rain..(blabbing too much^^) Today,took maaany pics..really luv to take a pic^^

so long,oyasuminasai

Semalam yg hangat...

Minna,konbanchiwa!!!

Today, nadiah,wani n me went to Siloam visiting Cik Boogie..ma..ma..everybody's getting sick nowadays..first e-ja,then tweet n now boogie..The amount of moesquitoes flying around me in my bedroom also is increasing these days..I'm worry about that..Dakara, take a good care of urself in this fever mansoon^^ To boogie,semoge cpat sembuh^^

Semalam yg hangat....Yesterday, my usrah having a BBQ on the top my kosan's roof^^hehe..I wonder how others knew n they keep teasing me didn't invited them...Gomen ne minna...Without realize, years pass by n our Kizuna is getting stronger day by day... We exchanging presents n me got..dunno how to describe it but suki desu..Everybody's working hard to make yesterday dinner success..

First time i joining usrah,i memorize none of my usrahmates..Dunno when my usrah now was created, i still dun take a note of them. The only one that i can remember bac then is only Nadiah..Time flies n we do many things together. Slowly,the kizuna gotten stronger n me guess yesterday is the most special moment in our usrah's diary^^Getting to know people really takes time..It depends to us to work on it or not..N me still working on it n the more important is to maintain the kizuna.. We dunno know future, just hope for the best for now n tomorrow..

"Selemah-lemah manusia itu ialah mereka yang tidak boleh mencari sahabat dan manusia yang lebih lemah dari itu ialah mereka yang mensia-siakan sahabat yang dicari" (Saidina Ali)

Till then, ja ne~

hana n fairuz..

Minna,genki??

This post is dedicated especially to kei-chan n fairuz.. Arigato for tagging me.hehe.. Sorry 4 being late..

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Fairuz n Hana

Hana...
She is the first person i met even before coming to Indonesia.. We sit together in bus to BTN, being a roommate there n now is my housemate... My friend at a class, coping seat together, eat bubur, went to steak n shake together n giving me my P-chan^^ Arigato ne k-chan!!!

Fairuz...
I don't know how our friendship started.. hehe.. Gomen ne.. She is a hap-pi go lucky person. I can do things i won't do to others wit her.. My lunch-partner.. Gomen if i'd hurt u dat day.. U'll still my lunch partner^^ N now, being my usrahmate.. Ganbatte wit ur Hero!!

3. 10 things about myself

1. i'm a simple person, love to smile..well, everybody luv happiness,ne??
2. nippon wa saiko!! ryo-chan suki da yo^^
3. everybody keep saying that i'm manje..even since i'm form 1 till now.. the truth is I'M NOT!! Maybe becoz of my voice, it's hard to change it.. N i'll feel that it's not myself if i try 2 change
4. maybe i'm secretive??
5. i'll treasure people around me, hope so...
6. 6 among 7 siblings n having 4 nieces...kawaii!!!
7. Luv number 7 n everything about 7
8. i luuuv my keyboard^^ gift from my sis
9. unable to change things
10. still searching...

5. And my award goes to.....

1. myself^^
2. hana
3. fairuz
4. anyone that reading this
5. anyone that feel want 2 do this^^

something to write for my answer for yesterday.. i found it 2day...

Between things that we called grey
Between things that unable to be define
It's up to us to find the answer

Looking a reason to be happy, n u'll find it
Looking a reason to be unhappy, n u'll find it
U'll find wat u'll looking for...

I got this answer straight from HIM today, from my both usrah... Alhamdullilah.. Hontoni arigato!!
Ganbatte ne^^

Till then, ja ne

Arigato, minna^-^

Yosh!! Minna,genki da ne??

This evening me spent wit my usrahmates...arigato 4 top-up-ing(does dis word exist??) all the things that i missed. Perform pray wit u guys is so much fun since me didn't get that opportunity much(getting 1 point in our MA)

Telling u'll bout my latest condition also are a new thing in me.Seriously, me didn't having any intention in telling friends bout my health. It's just that i think it's not like a big deal n i dun want u'll getting worried bout me, u don't, right??please dun ya coz me also will be worry.. Gomen ne 4 thinking like that be4..Me hope that u'll understand.

The porpose me creating this blog also is to update myself wit my life.. it may not too Islamic or too Japanistic..it's just what i'm thinking including all that in my life. So,dun expect me much in this^-^

To my usrahmates, the thing bout me this evening,just let it be a 'HIMITSU",ne?? Me hope u guys get what is the HIMITSU....

Lastly,lyrics 4 today is to all my best friends by NEWS(my Ryochan^0^)

BEST FRIENDS

We'd get excited over stupid stuff
And before I knew it, we'd laughed til morning

We're supposedly adults now, but nothing's changed

You are my best friend
It's embarrassing, so I can never say thank you
This isn't anyplace special
But I want to stay here forever

The streets where we grew up
Have changed since those days

But as the seasons pass, please don't ever change

You are my best friend
Sometimes we fight over little things
But the more we engage each other
The more we understand each other

I'm sure I'll never say it out loud
But the truth is, when I'm with you
Is when my heart is warmest

You are my best friend
It's embarrassing, so I can never say thank you
This isn't anyplace special
But I want to stay here forever

You are my best friend
We are never alone
You're the only one who shows me such casual kindness
Thank you