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Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

hari-hari ini
mengajar banyak benda
mungkin akan tersesat
terjatuh
atau menjauh

namun hari-hari ini pasti akan berlalu pergi

kalau begitu biar saja
rasa marah, sedih dan kecewa berlalu
tanpa diri berusaha
mencari jalan untuk mengatasi...

tanya hati
apakah diam atau menjauh adalah solusi
untuk hari-hari yang pasti berlalu pergi ini?

boleh...
jika engkau tinggal seorang
boleh
jika engkau tinggal bersama namun tidak 'bersama'
boleh
jika tiada lagi rasa 'bersama' itu

sebab jika engkau menyayangi
pasti berdiam diri bukan menjadi solusi
pasti berjauh hati bukan perisai diri
pasti engkau tidak begini...

engkau mungkin menyalahkan
apa saja yang bisa disalahkan
kenapa saja tidak kepada suratan yang tertulis?

engkau mungkin saja berkata telah aku lakukan segalanya
tapi mungkin saja tidak...
dan
mungkin saja tidak
seperti yang ENGKAU harapkan?

engkau...aku...pasti diuji
itu JANJI yang pasti
dan hari-hari ini pasti berlalu pergi

jangan tewas dengan ujian Hati
takut esok hari
kita bukan di'sini' lagi

jangan kata diri menyayangi
jangan kata lagi diri menyayangi
kerana



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If I could TURN BACK time

In the name of Allah,

Konbanwa.. Minna genki??

Yesterday, me having a looong chating wit my sis. Living far away from family makes me near to them,don't u the same?? 'Jauh di mate, dekat di hati' My baby is getting bigger and da pandai mengadu^^ we had chat through my sis and she said ' mak ude jgn degil2 e??' KAWAII deshou??And she even misunderstood that she'll going to cinema^^ When i said 'x baek g wyg' she replied 'nnt baby balekla'... Child really like a white clothes, so to PARENTS-TO-BE, paint them well!(huhu..)

Then, the evening, me seeing Wani.. N cooked fish curry... It turned to almost fail( to me..) coz it didn't same like my home-made curry( kurang bhn..) still i eat it.Kyou wa, me having an outing wit Nadia. Me eat too much today^^ N my legs are reaaally hurt walking.... I'm so weeeek!

N just now, me chatting wit my ever-lasting mabudachi!! Sai Yah, do u read me??? hehe... N after 'that news', me thinking if i could turn bac time, n change things, would it be the same today??? Growing up makes us realize many things. Seriously, me really hope that they could make up till last, but unmei is sumthing that we cannot change. It's on HIS hand, ne??N bac then, if me didn't encouraged, being cupid 4 them, ZW will not have to go through this, perhaps?? Me realize my mistake, baka me..

Being in luv is not wrong, it's the gift from HIM. But human contaminate it themselves (including me in sum of the part, but not anymore)
Dakara, let's make our love like Sungai Nil, pure n honour, not like Sungai Grogol at the Che El( me guess??) Choose to be SLAVE-OF-ALMIGHTY, not PRISONER-OF-LOVE^^

Got to stop here, having Usrah homework(dun be procrastinator!!lazy me^^)

Lyrics 2day is
Andai dapat ku undurkan putaran dunia
Ingin ku ubah semula kata-kata dan tingkahlaku ku

But Allah knows the best, n me didn't regret being me..

Till then,ja~

p/s: Sai yah, pelik x?? Peotic gile!!hehe...