The look...

In the name of Allah,

Yesterday, i had my SOCA exam...N alhamdullilah,praise to Him as he give me the best time, the best day, and what is the best thing was he gave me the 'peace'... something that i can't find in my Soca book or from my friends...anyone but Him...alhamdulillah coz He gave me my easiest way...

Sincerely, i dun't know what i feel when i've been said that 'you're pass'...I'm not overjoyed my result but it's more to relieve...At that time i think, am i not grateful enough passing my test despite others that got to repeat it for the second time? Having the same hardness or maybe twice?? And seriously this effect me...

"Manusia tidak jemu memohon kebaikan, dan jika mereka ditimpa malapetaka dia menjadi putus asa lagi putus harapan. Dan jika Kami merasakan kepadanya sesuatu rahmat dari Kami sesudah dia ditimpa kesusahan, pastilah dia berkata: "Ini adalah hakku,...."
(41:49-50)

Nau'zubillah...

To my friend out there, being failed in Soca is not the end... U'll still alive right?? i know it's harsh to say that,but that's the truth... A champion is someone who gets up even when they can't..u'll still got time to repent the mistake...

Akirametakunai
Donna toki demo hora egao de ireba
Angai umaku iku ashita wa ii otenki

Do not give up
No matter how tough it is, if you smile
Unexpectedly good things come, and tomorrow will be fine.

..................

The look...

Actually i've thinking this for the past few weeks... What r we looking for,searching for??? N according things that happened to me these past few weeks, we are looking for 'the look'... Maybe not many notice this, along this life we will be facing with so many 'looks'. what is 'the look'??? the better word is the perception...we will always trying to give people a good perception towards us... weather it's family, relatives, friends, lecturer and people that come across us even we didn't know them...

being a child, we always try the best for our family
being a relative, we will always try to give the best for our family's sake
being a friend, we surely have the tendency to be the best for them, in joy and sorrow
being a student, we will stayed up studying for our Soca so that there's no lacking here and there in our exam
being a doctor, a neighbor, and so on...
we will always look for 'the look'....

but, sometimes we forget the 'pandangan itu selalu menipu'... we can see them outside but not in the inside....then, we made assumtion based on what we've got...isn't we are too cruel judging only from the outside...yes, we are cruel...

N being a friend,am i not reliable enough or be trust enough?? N if u think the truth will affect me, guess u hv to learn to know me better...

That's why Islam teach us to husnu-zhon,tabayyun, berlapang dada and so on...N i admit, it is easy to say...To build the matinul-khuluq (akhlaq yg mantap) is not easy, but it's not impossible coz we have Rasulullah^^... This ramadhan where there's no satans around us, try to build these in ourselves... Life is once, use it wisely...

One look that we forget is, the Allah's look...We muslims know that he watch us 24/7 but practically we didn't try our best to gave him the best perception towards us... Can u imagine having Soca 24/7??? N u still do nothing...What will be the result???

'Dijadikan indah pada pandangan manusia kecintaan kepada apa-apa yang diingini, yaitu: wanita-wanita, anak-anak, harta yang banyak dari jenis emas, perak, kuda pilihan, binatang-binatang ternak dan sawah ladang. Itulah kesenangan hidup di dunia, dan di sisi Allah-lah tempat kembali yang baik (surga)'
(3:14)

Once we target His 'look', insyaAllah we will pass the others' 'look'... These also is the reminder for myself...because i'm a human....

N today, i guess if there's the most late person on this world that know a news, that will be me... Today, i knew that my sis is pregnant but the shocking thing is the baby is 5months already in her tummy... speechless..akira shock!!!
She thought that my mom already told me n my mom thought vice versa... Is Indonesia to0 far from u??hee....wanna find that preggy mama's blouse later^^

Seriously,i can't believe this....this is soooo fast for me... seeing her for years w/out any male friends, then in 6months know him(that abg ipar), getting married and the next 3 months is already pregnent...waaa....life is sooooo fast.... Semoga Allah sentiasa merahmati kaklong^^ do pick my name for ur baby...(or named her camilia..heee....)

2 days to fly bac to M'sia... Anyway, happy eid mubarak to all...^^

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