If I could TURN BACK time

In the name of Allah,

Konbanwa.. Minna genki??

Yesterday, me having a looong chating wit my sis. Living far away from family makes me near to them,don't u the same?? 'Jauh di mate, dekat di hati' My baby is getting bigger and da pandai mengadu^^ we had chat through my sis and she said ' mak ude jgn degil2 e??' KAWAII deshou??And she even misunderstood that she'll going to cinema^^ When i said 'x baek g wyg' she replied 'nnt baby balekla'... Child really like a white clothes, so to PARENTS-TO-BE, paint them well!(huhu..)

Then, the evening, me seeing Wani.. N cooked fish curry... It turned to almost fail( to me..) coz it didn't same like my home-made curry( kurang bhn..) still i eat it.Kyou wa, me having an outing wit Nadia. Me eat too much today^^ N my legs are reaaally hurt walking.... I'm so weeeek!

N just now, me chatting wit my ever-lasting mabudachi!! Sai Yah, do u read me??? hehe... N after 'that news', me thinking if i could turn bac time, n change things, would it be the same today??? Growing up makes us realize many things. Seriously, me really hope that they could make up till last, but unmei is sumthing that we cannot change. It's on HIS hand, ne??N bac then, if me didn't encouraged, being cupid 4 them, ZW will not have to go through this, perhaps?? Me realize my mistake, baka me..

Being in luv is not wrong, it's the gift from HIM. But human contaminate it themselves (including me in sum of the part, but not anymore)
Dakara, let's make our love like Sungai Nil, pure n honour, not like Sungai Grogol at the Che El( me guess??) Choose to be SLAVE-OF-ALMIGHTY, not PRISONER-OF-LOVE^^

Got to stop here, having Usrah homework(dun be procrastinator!!lazy me^^)

Lyrics 2day is
Andai dapat ku undurkan putaran dunia
Ingin ku ubah semula kata-kata dan tingkahlaku ku

But Allah knows the best, n me didn't regret being me..

Till then,ja~

p/s: Sai yah, pelik x?? Peotic gile!!hehe...

me n HIM

In the name of Allah

Genki da ne, minna-san??

Yesterday, me got flu n now, Mr. Fever come visiting me. Thank you to my immune sys 4 their hard work along these 4 days..hehe.. Akirametaku nai yo!!!
Kyou wa,after taking nap along my precious evening, me woke up in a bad mood..If u say DOWN are including sad n lonely feeling, then i'm down at that time. It seldomly happened 2 me since young( maybe that's why in Islam, sleeping at evening is not good. So, dun sleep at evening!!) N me really dun like that feeling.

Suddenly me think, human are a lonely creature. Like us, spending time wit friends here not more than 8 hours a day. Than most of the time, we're alone. But, do we really alone?? Maybe not many people realize, we have HIM since we were born till we'll die. HE watch us in every single thing we do n even send us bodyguards(left n right) The kizuna between me n HIM is something that definitely impossible to be break by anyone, it's same 4 u guys..

N at that time, HE send Nyanta-chan n it really cheer me up. We having a little talk n after that, the down feeling dissapear.. Arigato ne 4 taking care of me^^

2day weather is so hot, thank you also to my melanin^^

Lyrics 4 2day, guess so??

For one so small,you seem so strong
My arms will hold you keep you safe and warm
This bond between us cant be broken
I will be here dont you cry

And youll be in my heart
Yes, youll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
Youll be in my heart
No matter what they say
Youll be here in my heart
Always

L I V E = E V I L

2nd post 4 today! Ne,see my new layout?? hehe,arigato zatie bus!!

LIVE is EVIL.. is it true?? Actually, me get this thing watching Maou.. Just spell live backward, u'll get evil.. But, live is definitely not evil. Allah will never do harm to us n just like in 65:3, 'rezeki akan datang dari arah yg x disangka-sangka'

This me dedicate to all my frenz that may happy now coz elaun da masok^^ spending it wisely,ne?? personally, me quite didn't hv da experience worrying bout duit x masok. Dun know why, maybe me is not a human that like to spend money. Hehe,maybe that is coz of my malnutrition^^ But,everybody has their own needs, right?? N our needs are different. N to Tqa, me feel so happy this evening ( feel like EITO RANGERS..huhu..)

Oo, n 4 da first time me eating Hoka2 Bento on last Mon after living a year here!!Funny,right?? But, atashi wa atashi n me like being like that.It's like love at da first sight wit Hoka2-san. so happy dat day^^ Arigato Timah 4 accompany me to hosp till like 10 in da evening.

N syukran also to zatie 4 her tuition. So happy chatting wit fren after a long time didn't chat wit them. N(so much 'N' 2day) now, me getting flu after quite a long time, must be the Steak n shake fever.

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Suddenly, me feel like this 2nd post like the 'Thanksgiving post'^^ Tomodachi is very important in live ne?? Especially to us that live far away from family. So, never say live is evil coz HE will always take care of us everyday, anytime n anywhere in a way that we dun no..

Till then, oyasuminasai..

Give me YOUR strength

In the name of Allah the most greatest and Merciful

Ohayou minna..Genki da ne???

Waking up wit canceled class today is soo GOOD^^ These days me feel soo sleepy and it's hard to wake up in da morning... Naze?? Wakaranaai.. My medicine just left 4 one day..Me soo happy coz it's quiet hard to eat 6 pills be4 eat n 2 after meals. N after this just 4 pills be4 meal..YOKATTA ne???
Huh,taking break 4 my medicine after meal(hehe, be4 me forget)

On Wed, me n Timah went to Steak n Shake. Me notice these days, me really like to eat..That may be coz me taking the corticosteroid(so bitter, bitter than panadol!Hate it)Me feel so happy n even it's raining,we didn't canceled our plan. Sometime doing the simple thing can make us happy ne?? Like when we get to drink in a hot day. The feel like 'thank God creating things called water', Yasashi ne?? N thank to HIM coz me didn't get fever after that.It's such a windy day^^

Yesterday, me had a looong talk wit Fai..So HAPPY!! Getting to know person that we didn't know much is so amusing.. Thank you Fairuz 4 spending ur time wit me^^ Listen to old songs n sing it together, not many people can do them wit me.. Exchanging experiences together, me really appreciate it. At last, me only get 5 pages of KPMS textbook^0^ Hontoni arigato!

U know,it really takes time to knowing people. N since we only have one jinsei, use it wisely by being good to all. N in our way to it, we must know our stand and why we do all that n how we're going to do that. There will be many obstacles, but like in 29:2, we didn't know how much we hold to our stand if we didn't get all the obstacles. N now, i'm getting it.Not like u guys but, i'm going through it...

Give me YOUR strength ne??
That's the lyric 4 today.. U know where it come from, right??

Oo, n yesterday me also had Usrah till night. Thanks to all of u.
Otsukaresama deshita^^

Till then, ja~

Arigato, minna^-^

Yosh!! Minna,genki da ne??

This evening me spent wit my usrahmates...arigato 4 top-up-ing(does dis word exist??) all the things that i missed. Perform pray wit u guys is so much fun since me didn't get that opportunity much(getting 1 point in our MA)

Telling u'll bout my latest condition also are a new thing in me.Seriously, me didn't having any intention in telling friends bout my health. It's just that i think it's not like a big deal n i dun want u'll getting worried bout me, u don't, right??please dun ya coz me also will be worry.. Gomen ne 4 thinking like that be4..Me hope that u'll understand.

The porpose me creating this blog also is to update myself wit my life.. it may not too Islamic or too Japanistic..it's just what i'm thinking including all that in my life. So,dun expect me much in this^-^

To my usrahmates, the thing bout me this evening,just let it be a 'HIMITSU",ne?? Me hope u guys get what is the HIMITSU....

Lastly,lyrics 4 today is to all my best friends by NEWS(my Ryochan^0^)

BEST FRIENDS

We'd get excited over stupid stuff
And before I knew it, we'd laughed til morning

We're supposedly adults now, but nothing's changed

You are my best friend
It's embarrassing, so I can never say thank you
This isn't anyplace special
But I want to stay here forever

The streets where we grew up
Have changed since those days

But as the seasons pass, please don't ever change

You are my best friend
Sometimes we fight over little things
But the more we engage each other
The more we understand each other

I'm sure I'll never say it out loud
But the truth is, when I'm with you
Is when my heart is warmest

You are my best friend
It's embarrassing, so I can never say thank you
This isn't anyplace special
But I want to stay here forever

You are my best friend
We are never alone
You're the only one who shows me such casual kindness
Thank you

Hajimemas!!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... Assalamualaikum W.b.t

Hm...hm...Genki da ne??
dis is my first post..it is nothing much to say.... just seeing everybody making it(maybe i'm quite late but better late than never ne??) maybe sum of u'll feel weird coz me write in English.. but dun mind, there'll be Malay n japan also here...

Why ikiTe nO chikAra?? ikite means life n chikara is power(strength).. dakara, my blog means 'the strength of life'. Actually me got it in 'Kenshin no himura' comic (read it when me was young,tilll now)..it said that the power to keep alive is the strongest power in us...maybe some of u think that it is love, politics n so on but personally me agree wit the writer... n to have the power, we got 2 have a 'stand'

What is the stand??? 4 the kids, it's the parents...4 the lover,it's da loved one...4 the politicians,it's da money???? But 4 us, as the Muslims, it's our CREATOR....there's where we come n will go bac... everyone know bout it,yet human still a human...
Just hold to my 'stand'....hai...hajimemas!!!b4 dat, this is a lyric 'Ai ni mukatte' by K8 esp to NADIA(do u read me??) n to all of u.. just the translation ne...can't even sing it here...

till then,ja~

Ai ni mukatte(Towards Love)

We don’t fear failure
Everything has a meaning
Even if we stumble, we’ll be fine
There is always love there

When I looked up at the night sky
For some reason I began to cry

But we wipe away the tears and move forward
Slip, fall down, fall down seven times to get up eight times

Sometimes we can’t see because of the tears
But surely the future is on our side
We can overcome anything
The power of love is the courage for tomorrow

Perfection is boring
It’s cool because it’s uneven
Even if we’re hurt, we won’t give up
Love always shines down on us

I remembered my hometown
And for some reason began to cry
But we won’t keep crying and we’ll face forward
Cry, laugh, hurrah to the ups and downs of life

Sometimes our hearts will ache
But surely the future is waiting for us
We won’t give up on anything
We’ll protect it with the power of love

* that's the love to who the one u want to^-^